on the real.

Lately ive been thinking about some stuff ive been noticing a lot of stuff going on in my life. I really wanna just let out right now. Man i hate Rodriguez high school like on the real. Like idk the people there are just like immature i walk on the campus hearing voices of all these people just talking shit about one another, its like damn wow what is the world coming to, we have all these gangs, prejudice and stuff like that. Gosh this sounds homo hahaha but yea no lie, people steel stuff from one another, i should know i did it a few times last year idk why but i did, lets just say i was very imature back then but looking back on it im like damn, i really did that. I look back at last year and think about the stuff i did, like drugs, drinking ect. And all of that idk wtf i did that for but it was stupid, like on the real i need to learn how stop drinking cause its killing me slowly. Im controlling myself now, but oh man the drugs such as pills and smoking idk what that was about, i guess i just wanted a good time but a good time for what. Im having the good times like this, the real me, the me who doesn't do this, the me who don't down and judge people like i use to do. I mean there are people i dislike but i wouldn't say hate cause that is a stick word, and my mother always told me never say that, so i try not to. Alright this is for one of my friends idk if he/she is reading this but here i go, just stop it, that person is just fucking you up the more and more you talk to that person, your old enough you should know better, if that person cant get over the
other person he wasn't over then let that person be, cause on the real that person is just missing out on someone thats great. whatever ill just leave it to that. Family, well for me my family is an ass, we have our moments when were all good then there are some when it turns into hell, like man family is the one that stresses me the most, when there mad, when there hurt all of that, i tend to think well over think about stuff and just say fuck it but now im helping out, letting out stuff to them. Its just certain stuff they don't see thats different from back then and now such as school, because since back then school has changed a lot, we have exit exams, star testing finals certain stuff such as credits to get into high school, my parents didn't need any of that, when i ask my parents stuff they don't even know what im talking about because there life style is very different from mines. its whatever im trying my hardest now since im really trying to make it since most of my family didn't succeed. And man when im walking around seeing all these family getting together having family party's i get sad, because my family doesn't do that, idk why but its like man i want that. but its whatever i love them no matter what even if we don't get along. Man i dont even know what im talking about i just typed up everything t hat came to my mind. kinda random hehe. whatever night. slept.

GOD BLESS;

By: Charles e mcclanahan jr